I Lost to You
Usually I can read my heart,
Just sit there and listen to each word it softly utters,
Understand what it asks for,
Know all the secrets it hides.
I knew I had control.
Now I feel lost.
The secrets that I once knew have been replaced,
Secrets now hidden from my ears,
Words lost to the sound of each beat,
Lost to the loud thud that I can only hear but cannot read.
What it asks for is now out of my control.
Neither do I know when you won,
Nor when I lost.